Now I'm writing again my stories, I got a headache after finishing my job, it such a busy day.....
Untuk menenangkan aku pasang musik mp3 dan lagunya kurandom, dan lagu pertama keluar adalah 'Everyday I Love U' nya Boyzone, gosh.........uugghhhh I feel so.....what can I say, I don't know, I am not sure........
I miss him so much..............and I don't like feeling like this, aku gak suka merasakan sesuatu yang sok romantis2an, it's not really me, I am kinda strong lady, but look at me now, always struggling to throw that feeling become a rubbish, but it's really heart....
Alright, ready to continue the story!!!
Setelah semua masing2 pulang ke asal masing2, dia masih selalu SMS aku, and aku selalu ngerasa aneh nih......(or as I say before, maybe aku yg aneh sendiri), kenapa aku bilang aku ngerasa aneh, karena aku senang, tapi aku gak pedulikan itu semua, go on with my job............but it always happen........
Biasa dong nekat gue timbul lagi, bukan Pitta namanya kl gak nekat..........gua pengen jangan gua sendiri yang ngerasa aneh.....aku mau pancing dia, mau tau dianya gimana, mau tau gimana reaksi dia, maksudnya apa, apakah hanya sekedar SMS, well.....akhirnya aku nekat kirim SMS ke dia saying that I can't stay no longer anymore to say that I love him, and I said that I love him.........(pitta, nekat bener ya, kamu tau gak sih dia udah punya istri, elo jg udah punya suami!!!! ampyuuuuuunnn deh lo.......aduuuhhhh gue sih senewenan juga, nungguin sms balik dari dia, aduh mati deh aku, mati aku, gila gue, ini baru namanya nuueeeekkattt.......wanna scream that time, but I controlled myself.......)
Akhirnya smsnya dateng, and dia kayak2 gak percaya gitu deh, dia telepon juga, tapi gak gue angkat, antara takut and sebel juga, biasalah dia kan kalo ngomong...mmm bisa nggak ke intinya deh kayaknya, mending nggak kuangkat..........
Oh my God, forgive me for all these things, forgive me pipo, gue kelancangan nih pipo, forgive me, duuuhhh I kiss u deh pipo...muah..muah..
To Be Continued!!!!
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